It's not my day!!!!!!!

I feel so many things right now, I don't even know where to begin. I feel stressed because I'm falling behind in my classes. I have so much to do. Chapters upon chapters to read, labs upon labs, exams, exams , exams and I'm not getting most of it done. I feel frustration that I didn't learn anything last year, I feel trapped because I can't break free of this endless bubble. I see the same people everyday, do the same things. It's so routine. I need something new, different. I thought it would be different this year, but it's not. Not at all. I feel helpless because I don't know what I'm doing here. I still don't like chemistry, and this city is so boring. I barely have time in one day to go to all my classes, eat, forget about nap,and sometimes I need it so bad, do all my homework, my jobs and even have time for myself???. Now I have to make time to talk. I don't like to do things half assed, so when I talk I want it to be meaningful. But I just don't have time to do it everyday let alone multiple times a day. Does that make me a bad person? I just have so much to do. Sometimes I try and talk while I'm doing things, but I'm not good at conversating when I'm multitasking. Either I end up not getting done what I was originally intending to do or I get distracted by it and wind up not paying any attention to the conversation. I have a different life here. A life for myself.
I don't know how to fix this huge mess!!! I know I'll keep going but on days like this one ,it's so fucking hard!!!
Fuck it's not my day!!! :(